How do I love thee? Haha. Well. How do you love a person? Yes, I am quite aware that the former question is a rhethorical one.

Sometimes, I feel that it's right to hold on to the person you love. No matter how painful it is, just keep holding on to that person. 'Cause someday, the pain will be over. And you two will be happy.

But then again, there's another thing. It's that when you love someone, and all you get is HURTINGS, you have to LET GO. Let go because it's slowly but surely killing you. In loving someone so much, you're losing yourself...

Even though you love the person so much, you have to love yourself, too. You have to love yourself before you can love others...

Which is which?!?

To be continued... Haha.

What in the world happened to you? What made you change yourself in a short moment? I like the old you. I always thought you were a good friend... You were always there for me, cheering me up whenever I'm down, making all these silly antics, and saying all these crazy lines. What exactly have I done to you? I don't think I deserve this treatment. I really don't. Why? Because I treated you like a very good friend - even one of my closest. And it hurts to know that you can let go of everything we've been through just like that. I can't believe you. You made me cry AGAIN... You don't know how difficult this is. Oh wait, it's not that you don't KNOW, it's that you don't CARE. Darn it...

Hurting is a part of loving. Yes, that's what everyone says. It is a fact. When you love someone, it's okay if he/she hurts you, as long as you make him/her happy... But if you get tired of it, does that mean that you're love is the wrong kind of love? Is there even a right kind of love? Doesn't a person love in his/her own way? How then, can you judge if his/her intentions are true? If his/her intentions are correct?

Is it alright to get jealous? If you get jealous in seeing your loved one with another person, does that mean you don't trust him/her enough? Does that mean you still have doubts about his/her loyalty? But then, aren't humans naturally possessive. I think it's okay to feel envy... A person feels jealous of another person with his/her loves one because he/she is insecure... What could be the cause of a person's insecurities? Could it be that it means that he/she doesn't get that much love in return...?

How come there are people who can never appreciate things? When you work hard on something for them, they don't thank you. Some would even insult your work.

Imagine, you worked on something for days... You lost sleep just so you could finish it... You ignore the bruises and cuts you get when you make the structure... You laugh at the pain from the glue gun, or the tearing of your flesh... And then... Nothing.

It sucks, huh? I never want to make something ever again...

illogicalmuse

Isn't it sad to lose a friendship over something stupid? Well, it is, I guess. But doesn't it make you wonder why the friendship didn't work? Instead of sulking over it, why don't you think it over?

When two people are too different, and yet they are still good friends, that's admirable. Know why? Because they are different. (Haha!) And they have to exert this effort to accept each other's beliefs, opinions, characteristics, etc. When one of the two is not willing to adjust for the other, it will definitely not work.

Although I don't have any problem with this...My best friend is practically my long-lost twin sister. XD

There are "friends" who are seemingly always there for you. They want you to tell them your problems, so that they can "help" you. Sadly, some of them only do that to get new gossip.

When needed, you have to create a distance to find yourself. It would be the best for the two of you... You'll see, if he's a real friend, he'll still be there when you come back.

Sometimes, no matter how painful it is, you should just stop when you know that it's going nowhere. I've lost a few myself...but I don't feel resentful, nor regretful. I just think of it this way: Maybe, it's fate's way of making you realize who the real ones are; those who would stay with you in your darkest hours and love you for who you are. So lost friendship? If it's not my fault, then I don't give a damn. Champagne to my REAL friends, real pain to my sham friends! ^_^

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